Sunday May 25
and you will know me by the trail of dead
listening to ...and you will know us by the trail of dead very loudly, they are helping me work through my foul angst brought on by...
my landlady and her mother (who spent yesterday erecting a cat proof wooden fence around my balcony, including tall dead tree branches covered with sharp little sticks, and who today sprayed enormous amounts of foul smelling cat deterrent liquid on the plants around the balcony)
the despair of losing a really cool friend to an australian big drinking bush boy replacement who I would never have anything to do with at home, and who I will have to sit next to and work with 5 days a week for the next 12 months. god i hope he settles down and starts to understand japanese ways a little.
the stress of having to find a decent home for the cat and her 5 kittens, knowing how stressed the cat is gonna become during this important time for the kittens who are still suckling.
the fact that i have not seen a blue sky for 3 weeks
google penalised me when i tried out a "prevent right click" code on my photo pages so i have lost my high rating and have been relegated to the lowly depths of search engine obscurity again, despite the fact that i removed the code.
some arsehole sold my email addresses to a porn spammer and now i get about 3 hard core porn spams a day with graphic html bodies showing women with semen all over their faces and huge penises in mid spurt, and beastiality and teen sex all with genitals hanging out. it's so damn wrong.
think i better call home. sorry to be such a bore. next weekend i will be closing this chapter of the weblog as it goes into the archive section. i look forward to a fresh start. i feel like i jinxed myself by writing about the unbearable lightness of being.Posted by frangipani at May 25, 2003 9:22 PM