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Looking backwards. Looking forwards.

Newell beach, FNQ

Back in Tokyo and it's cold and wet and it's hard to believe that I was standing on a warm Queensland beach less than a week ago with my family.

This trip was an interesting one for me in that it's the first time I've gone back and had no anchor pulling me to a certain place: my 2 central anchors (Mum and Dad) are both gone now. And so I was wondering which places would feel the most like "home". And you know what? I arrived in Brisbane and sighed happily and said, ah, it's nice to be home. Then I drove to the Sunshine Coast and sighed happily and said, ah, it's nice to be home. And then I flew to Cairns and as I looked out over the mountains next to the airport from high up in the plane, I sighed happily and said, ah, it's nice to be home. And then I flew back to Tokyo and sighed happily and said ah, it's nice to be home.

Seems wherever I lay (or have laid) my hat, that's my home. So it's official. I have become a nomad. Rootless, anchorless, coasting along on the spicy and tasty tradewinds of opportunity. Hope I don't get lost...

My brother took this photo when we were at Newell Beach, on my last night in FNQ. He really does have quite a good eye.

frangipani wrote this on May 15, 2006 1:12 AM
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j-ster said:

So there you have it, the pitfall and bonus of being a traveller, you never quite fit properly anywhere again, but at the same time, you know you can roughly fit in many places... Im finding that a hard aspect of reentry, knowing i dont quite fit even tho im home.

On May 15, 2006 3:35 PM,
Jackie said:

and it was nice to have you home

On May 15, 2006 8:04 PM,
MissSin said:

Glad you're back home again.
Also glad you had a lovely trip back home.

hmm...yeah, the above made sense in my little mind. just doesn't quite look as good in type...

'home' is such a weird thing. for me it's not a definable place anymore. it's more of a mix of feelings, people and safeness.
so, i have lots of homes. my little safe places that i feel i can go to any time.

and if they have beer there too, it's even better!

On May 16, 2006 4:57 PM,
frangipani [TypeKey Profile Page]said:

J-ster, yup. I know what you mean. I never really fit anywhere anyway, even before leaving the "homeland". Way too restless and dissatisfied. Hope yr re-entry gets easier with time....

Jack, I'm *so* glad I was there for your bday!

MissSin, you have a great way with words. I like the idea of lots of safe, comfy, occasional homes.

On May 17, 2006 12:11 AM,