kawaguchiko with my friend Misae.

returned to a must.escape.computer.mode, redesign won't happen any time very soon. small steps, small steps.

sometimes i feel like i'm inside the matrix - like this crazy country and my life here is just all a big dream that i've been plugged into.

i am moving into tokyo next march/april. i need more than country life can offer me. off to a weekend in tokyo tomorrow. need to go clubbing, dance like a fool to loud loud music, stand in a big crowd of humanity and get shitfaced drunk. if you see me out come and gimme a big hug. i'm having an extended meltdown.